time goes on

Michael has seen the therapist only for about 5 times over the last 10 weeks. I am getting frustrated and not doing what I should be doing. He is getting agitated. I hear it gets worse before it gets better. I still have hope. I just need to learn how to shut my mouth and do what I'm supposed to do. I still love him with all my heart. I wish he could feel the same way about me again. I really messed up this week. I hope he can look past that and keep going. As of today, it doesn't look like I'll be going to Hawaii.